No but it’s sooo real that not having basic stuff like running water and electricity can drive you crazy. Also- there is so much crazy rearrangement of life circumstances right now. We just moved to a gorgeous house 2 weeks ago, and as I shared in Shell Phone- I’m experiencing housing insecurity/trauma too because “what if it all gets taken from me again?”.
And then my husband just got word of *another* opportunity that would be our BIGGEST move yet for our family…like last move was only a state away. This next would be like 4 states and almost 1000 miles.
Life feels fycking crazy. And I’m holding on for dear life too. I know that everything is happening for a higher good and our manifestations are coming to fruition, but sometimes that requires RAPID and painful rearrangement of current circumstances. like good things are coming in, and the old life is dying away violently. So it fucking hurts. The things that weren’t *really* ok but we endured are also leaving too. It makes me think of that Underoath album name “They’re Only Chasing Safety”.
Everything is a wild card right now! Thank you for sharing vulnerably 🫶🪽🫧
wow it sounds like we are going through some VERY similar life circumstances!!!! i’ve had to realize that rapid and painful rearrangement or current circumstances is the way….as much as I am a brat and always want things to be easy and clean I just don’t think that’s what life is 😭 gosh sending looooove girl because i am FEEEEELING it over here and i know you probably are too 🫶 i was talking to a good girlfriend on the phone losing my shit and she’s like “sammi everyone i am talking to right now is going through some wild card shit” so yyaaaaa. accurate!!!!
Omg!! I’m sorry to hear 💕 but also thank you for sharing!! A little different, but I am at my in-laws right now and have little control over what I eat! I don’t have a car and we are in the suburbs, plus I feel I have to go with the flow of the group and what’s. Losing control of a basic need like food is definitely very dysregulating. I definitely had a spiral where I was like “I just want to order from a menu!” 😭😂🫠
But anyway I loved this share so much. I was kind of coming out the other end of my spiral when your email hit my inbox. It helped me structure my thoughts further! Like being a writer I think just reading you work it out in a structure like writing was helpful. Don’t know if that even makes sense lol.
No but it’s sooo real that not having basic stuff like running water and electricity can drive you crazy. Also- there is so much crazy rearrangement of life circumstances right now. We just moved to a gorgeous house 2 weeks ago, and as I shared in Shell Phone- I’m experiencing housing insecurity/trauma too because “what if it all gets taken from me again?”.
And then my husband just got word of *another* opportunity that would be our BIGGEST move yet for our family…like last move was only a state away. This next would be like 4 states and almost 1000 miles.
Life feels fycking crazy. And I’m holding on for dear life too. I know that everything is happening for a higher good and our manifestations are coming to fruition, but sometimes that requires RAPID and painful rearrangement of current circumstances. like good things are coming in, and the old life is dying away violently. So it fucking hurts. The things that weren’t *really* ok but we endured are also leaving too. It makes me think of that Underoath album name “They’re Only Chasing Safety”.
Everything is a wild card right now! Thank you for sharing vulnerably 🫶🪽🫧
wow it sounds like we are going through some VERY similar life circumstances!!!! i’ve had to realize that rapid and painful rearrangement or current circumstances is the way….as much as I am a brat and always want things to be easy and clean I just don’t think that’s what life is 😭 gosh sending looooove girl because i am FEEEEELING it over here and i know you probably are too 🫶 i was talking to a good girlfriend on the phone losing my shit and she’s like “sammi everyone i am talking to right now is going through some wild card shit” so yyaaaaa. accurate!!!!
Omg!! I’m sorry to hear 💕 but also thank you for sharing!! A little different, but I am at my in-laws right now and have little control over what I eat! I don’t have a car and we are in the suburbs, plus I feel I have to go with the flow of the group and what’s. Losing control of a basic need like food is definitely very dysregulating. I definitely had a spiral where I was like “I just want to order from a menu!” 😭😂🫠
But anyway I loved this share so much. I was kind of coming out the other end of my spiral when your email hit my inbox. It helped me structure my thoughts further! Like being a writer I think just reading you work it out in a structure like writing was helpful. Don’t know if that even makes sense lol.
Sending you lots of love and long showers 💕🙏🏻